Steven's happy place
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
No one really reads this, and if you do check up on it occasionally, this is gonna be my last entry, i dont really feel like having this or keeping up with it, and i have a real journal, that i write in for english so i dont need one. But i am gonna leave it like this, I'm sick of trying to make everyone happy, even though thats a part of my personality, i'm not gonna try with things anymore, its small stuff thats frustrating me, so i'm just gonna sit back, and see what happens. I got a lot on my mind right now, College, Work, School, Prom, so i'm just gonna chill, do what i need to do and thats it. No more trying to do something that i cant, cause then i'll just upset my self. And thats it. Farewell.
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
This is prolly my fav. song ever, it means a lot to me enjoy:
baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby yeeaaaaaa
I can never find another lover
Sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
I will never find another lover
More precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything
And for you this song I sing
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I thank God, that I
That I finally found you,
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
badadadaada badadada........
I promise to never fall in love
With a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really loveeee youuuuuuuu soooooooooooo much baby baby
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I thank God, that I
That I finally found you,
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me
You're all that I ever know
When you smile on my face
All i see is a glow
You turn my life around
You pick me up
when i was down
You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glow
You pick me up
When I was down
You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glow
You pick me up
When I was down
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you
Do love me too
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I thank God, that I
That I finally found you, baby
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too
I can never find another lover
Sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
I will never find another lover
More precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me just like my mother
Close to me just like my father
Close to me just like my sister
Close to me just like my brother
You are the only one my everything
And to you this song I sing
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I thank God, that I
That I finally found you, baby
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too
I promise to never fall in love
With a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the lord above
For sending me your love
I cherich every hug
I really love you so much
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I thank God, that I
That I finally found you, baby
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too
You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face
Always seem to glow
You turn my life around
You pick me up
You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face
Always seem to glow
You turn my life around
You pick me up
When I was down
You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face
Always seem to glow
You turn my life around
You pick me up
When I was down
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you
Do love me too
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I thank God, that I
That I finally found you, baby
All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too
Thursday, January 08, 2004
I've gotta be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
And there's somewhere beyond this, I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again, no...
No, never again...
'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go
But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table, so
I need something more to show, somehow
So, never again, no...
No, never again...
'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go
I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
There's somewhere beyond this, I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again, no...
No, never again...
'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go
You're a god
(Oh, and I am not)
I just thought that you would know...
(Oh, I thought that you would know)
You're a god
(Oh, and I am not)
I just thought
I'd let you go
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
I'm standing here looking in the mirror
Saying "damn" to myself
I should have known the day would come
That she would find somebody else
And all the things I took her through
Shit, I shouldn't have lasted this long
Now I'm at this telephone booth calling Tyrone
1 - Cuz when a woman's fed up
(No matter how you beg, no)
It ain't nothing you can do about it
(Nothing you can do about it)
It's like running out of love
(No matter what you say, no)
And then it's too late to talk about it
(Too late to talk about it)
Now let's talk about how it all goes down
I used to make love to you daily
When the night fell the same
And anytime that you were hurt
I could feel your pain
And if I had a dollar
It was yours, yeah
And whenever we would go out
I would front the bill
But now the up is down
And the silence is sound
I hurt you too too many times
Now I can't come around
1 - Cuz when a woman's fed up
(No matter how you beg, no)
It ain't nothing you can do about it
(Nothing you can do about it)
It's like running out of love
(No matter what you say, no)
And then it's too late to talk about it
(Too late to talk about it)
La da da da da la la da da
La da da da da la la da da
If you don't want to find out the hard way
Then listen to this song while the record plays
1 - Cuz when a woman's fed up
(No matter how you beg, no)
It ain't nothing you can do about it
(Nothing you can do about it)
It's like running out of love
(No matter what you say, no)
And then it's too late to talk about it
(Too late to talk about it)
You can cry a river
'Till an ocean starts to form, yeah
But she will always remember
Cuz she's a woman scorned
And if you ever get her back
It will never be the same
She's cuttin' the corners of her eyes
Every time she see your face
Now your trust is out the door
She don't want you no more
You used to tell your boys, not me
And she would always be there for you
If you had took the time to see
What that woman meant to you
Is what the mirror said to me, whoa
She was raised in Illinois
Right outside of Chicago
Some of the best cookin' you ever had
Yes, it was and I miss her
Hey woman, if you're listening
I said I miss you baby
Monday, January 05, 2004
This song is almost perfect, and it just made its way to my fav. songs:
oh wait, nevermind, i'm stealing peoples songs
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where i started
Chasing after you
i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
forgetting all i'm lacking
completely and complete
i'll take your invitation
you take all of me
now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
there's nothing left to lose
nothing left to find
there is nothing in the world that can change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else..
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you
i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment..
hanging by a moment...
hanging by a moment here with you..
Sunday, January 04, 2004
There was a time
When I was so brokenhearted
Love wasn't much of a friend a mine
The tables have turned... yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kinda love was the killin' kind
Listen...
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way
That I got kissed
I was cryin' when I met'choo
Now I'm tryin' to forget'choo
Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get'choo
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let'choo
Do what'choo do down on me... yeah
Now there's not even breathin' room
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin' love
Must be one and the same
It's down on me
Yeah I got to tell you one thing
It's been on my mind
Girl I gotta say
We're partners in crime
You got that certain something
What'choo give to me
Takes my breath away
Now the word out on the street
Is the devil's in your kiss
If our love goes up in flames
It's a fire I can't resist
I was cryin' when I met'choo
Now I'm tryin' to forget'choo
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get'choo
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let'choo
Do what'choo do to me
'Cause what'choo got inside
Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah our love sweet love ain't love
'Til you give your heart away... yeah don't fade
I was cryin' when I met'choo
Now I'm tryin' to forget'choo
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get'choo
Now I'm dyin' to let'choo
Do what'choo do what'choo do down to...
Baby baby baby baby ba ba ba...
I was cryin' when I met'choo
Now I'm tryin' to forget'choo
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' when I met'choo
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let'choo
Do what'choo do down to...
Baby baby baby...
I was cryin' when I met'choo
Now I'm dyin' to forget'choo
Your love is sweet misery...
I was cryin' when I met'choo
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let'choo...
Saturday, January 03, 2004
